Dancing Box

YOSHIKI的詞  真的是常令我感到窒息 、一陣眩

Desert RoseWhy do you live aloneIf you are sadI'll make you leave this lifeAre you whith, blue or bloody redAll can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of timeYou knock me to the groundI'm dying of thirstI wanna run awayI don't know how to set me free to liveMy mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myselfHow long have I been feeling endless hurtFalling down, rain flows into my heartIn the pain I'm waiting for youCan't go backNo place to go back toLife is lost, FlowersIf it's all dreamsNow wake me upIf it's all realJust kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heartI don't wanna let my emotions get outIt scares me to look at the worldDon't want to find myself lost in your eyesI tried to drown my past in grayI never wanna feel more painRan away from you without saying any wordsWhat I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyesTime goes by like tearsMy emotion's losing the color of lifeKill my heartRelease all my painI'm shouting out loudInsanity takes hold over me

　　Turning away from the wall　　Nothing I can see　　The scream deep inside　　reflecting another person in my heart　　He calls me from within　　"All existence you see before you　　must be wiped out :　　Dream, Reality, memories, and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myselfMy lust is so blind, destroys my mindNobody can stop my turning to madnessNo matter how you try to hold me in your heartWhy do you wanna raise these wallsI don't know the meaning of hetredMy brain gets blown away hearing words of liesI only want to hold your love

　　Stab the dolls filles with hate　　Wash yourself with their blood　　Drive into the raging current of time　　Swing your murderous weapon into the belly　　"the earth"　　Shout and start creating confusion　　Shed your blood for pleasure　　And what? for love?　　What am I supposed to do?

I believe in the madness called "Now"Past and future prason my heartTime is blindBut I wanna trace my loveon the wall of time, over pain in my heartArt of lifeInsane blade stabbing dreamsTry to break all truth nowBut I can't heal this broken heart in painCannot start to live, Cannot end my lifekeep on crying

Close my eyesTime breathes I can hearAll love and sadness melt in my heart

Dry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my life　　　　　　　　　　　outside my walls

　　You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so　　You're painting your heart with your blood　　You can't say "No"　　Only turning the wheel of time　　with a rope around your neck　　You build a wall of morality znd take a breath　　from between the bricks　　You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them　　You're trying to commit suicide　　You're satisfied with your prologue　　Now you're painting your first chapter black　　You are putting the scraps of life together　　and trying to make an asylum for yourself　　You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage　　and You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna liveCan't let my heart myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live, Do I try to love　　　　　　　in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heartI just wanna let my emoyions get outNobody can stopI'm running to freedomNo matter how you try to hold me in your worldLike a doll carried by the flow of timeI sacrificed the present moment for the futureI was in chains of memory half-blindedLosing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams

Close my eyesRose breathes I can hearAll love and sadness melt in my heartDry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my life　　　　　　　　　　　outside my mind

Dreams can make me madI can't leave my dreamI can't stop myselfDon't know what I amWhat lies are truth?What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna liveCan't let my heart myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live, Do I try to love

Art of lifeAn Eternal Bleeding heartYou never wanna breathe your lastWanna liveCan't let my heart myselfStill I'm feart kill myselfA Rose is breathing love

                                       in my life

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